Monthly Archives: May 2014

Urgent Prayer Request

I am calling for urgent prayers please. A person very very close to me is having some pretty serious marital problem’s. I don’t want to say to much as it is a very personal, but I am asking that you pray for strength and encouragement. She is staying very very strong but I can see the pain she is in and it just breaks my heart. Thank you in advance! God bless all of you! Have a God filled evening.

Abba please I ask that you be with her, guide her and give her strength and patience Lord. I ask that you be with her and grant her all that You are Lord. I ask that You work Your merciful hands through her and her marriage Lord. Have mercy on Your child Lord. I pray this all in Jesus name. Amen, Amen.


Posted by on May 27, 2014 in Blog's


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gooooooin to the chapel and we’re goooona get ma’a’a’a’a’arrrrried

“gooooooin to the chapel and we’re goooona get ma’a’a’a’a’arrrrried”

YAY!!!! With tear filled eyes I want to send out a huge congratulations to my baby brother gorbachoff (not actually his name, and yes I know it’s spelt wrong, long story), and his beautiful fiance spiff (also not her name) lol. Today they have confirmed their love and decided to join together in God’s Holy union! I am so proud of you gorbachoff! You have turned into such a wonderful and amazing young man. Man oh my goodness….you are a man! I still remember when mom finally got to bring you home. You were this tiny little fat thing, no hair, and beautiful fat little earlobes. I remember sneaking into your nursery just so that I could rub your earlobes to sooth you when you cried. Then was the spice girl phase…..I really didn’t think that one would end. Thank God it did! lol Now here you stand a man, a father (an amazing father might I add) and to be a husband! Jeepers creepers kiddo! I love you very much! You have chosen such an amazing woman to be the mother of your child and to be your wife! She will certainly keep you on your toes!! You know I love you spiff!! I welcome you into our family with arms wiiiiiiiiiddddddeeeee open!! You are a great mom to my beautiful little niece. You are going to make a wonderful wife as well! Welcome to the family, and good luck lol! Mind you, you kinda already know what you are getting yourself into! Aaaany waaaaays I love you both very much and am so very happy for both of you!!!! Also I am unbelievably proud of you gorbachoff!! May the Lord lay His Holy hand upon your beautiful union!


It is so crazy to see my baby brother grow up and become a man. I am both happy and sad. Happy that he has turned into such an amazing man. Sad because he is a man, he doesn’t need me anymore. My little baby brother, the same one who was born 11 weeks early. The one I feared I may never met because of how sick he was. The same little boy who would never let me dress him, the one who left kiss marks on the tv after watching Spice World, the one who went on holidays and ended up staying for nearly a year! The one who called me and said “she said ‘are we dating or not'” and I said why are you talking to me?? Call her back! The one who called me back and said “finally, we’re dating!”. The one who brought home this tiny feisty little lady who fit in with us right away! The one who brought me so much joy by making me an aunt. The one who has brought me so much happiness just with his presence and never ending support. I feel like an old maid. I don’t want him to grow up. I want him to stay that vulnerable little baby who needed me to sooth him. Oh well, this is life I guess. We grow we learn and then we grow again! Do you have someone in your life who you have been sad to see grow up? God bless all of you! Until tomorrow! Night!


Posted by on May 21, 2014 in Blog's


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Look Up

I don’t typically post videos, but……………………………… This video touches on something that I have had a few different conversations with a few of you about. It’s a little ironic that I would be posting this here (social media) but whatever 🙂 Enjoy! Please let me know how you feel about the message given. Personally I couldn’t agree more. I did at one point get to where I wasn’t having a single real conversation in person or even on the phone, fb messaging and texting sure, real life, nada! Until one day it was pointed out to me just how bad I was. That was the day I deleted everything and tossed my phone. I don’t think there is anything wrong with social media as long it’s not consuming every moment of your day (like it did with me). I know of couples who will sit in the same room as each other and fb message each other, while not speaking actual words for hours, that’s just sad. I know social media can be used as a very helpful tool to a lot of people, myself included. As a society we think technology has made our lives easier, really though they have just made us lazy and antisocial. I am not blind, I can see how they can help when we use it in moderation. That also goes for kids, some kid’s would rather be playing video games indoors than physically playing outside, it’s not right. We know this and yet we wonder why children are having troubles with weight and being obese. It’s our responsibility to get them up off there butts and get outside. My parents did it. I feel old saying this but, when I was a kid if the sun was up and we weren’t at school we were outside, unless we were sick. We had video game stations but they didn’t get turned on until homework, dinner and chores where done. In the summer if it was raining or after dinner and chores, but only for an hour. Mind you I think my education would have been easier or maybe better had I had access to the internet, kid’s today have more opportunities to learn and grow with technology then I did when I was young. So that is a plus for sure, the key word is moderation. I dunno, sorry for rambling on for to long. God bless you have a wonderful God filled day!


Posted by on May 17, 2014 in Blog's


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Happy mother’s day!

Happy mother’s day to all of my beautiful sisters! When I am saying this I am not only speaking about those of you who have children, by birth, fostering or adoption. I am speaking to all women! All who have impacted a child’s life in any way. This is my first mother’s day since my hysterectomy and it’s funny, I have known for over 10 years I couldn’t have children but this year is somehow different. It actually hurts a little, I never wanted kid’s, but it’s like now that it’s definite that I can’t it’s somehow different. Makes no sense to me, but oh well. Even though I can’t bare a child I still have nieces and nephews who love me and I have the opportunity to impact them in someway. I don’t know what God has in store for me. I do know that being a mother doesn’t define me, no ma’am! I taught Sunday school for years, hopefully I had an impact there. I have my babies (niece’s and nephews) I am not incomplete! I am full! God bless all of you and have a blessed and beautiful mothers day! Happy mother’s day to all the women in my life, duder you are an amazing mom to my babies! Spiff you too! Love all of you!

I love you mama! You are the most amazing woman in the world! You are such a source of strength and encouragement. I love you so much. I thank God that He has blessed me with you!! Thank you for being my best friend no matter what I do or who I choose to be! May the Lord grant you all that He is! Love you God bless you!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥ 😛


Posted by on May 11, 2014 in Blog's


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I am over this!

I am so upset and frustrated!!!! I don’t understand why God would dangle healing in front of me just to pull the rug out from under me. I know He isn’t the one doing it, I just don’t understand it. I had a partial hysterectomy (everything but the ovaries) in September 2013. I thought I got my life back, I thought I was healed, I thought the pain was gone forever, I thought I’d never have to see narcotics again, I thought I’d never see birth control again. Of course, I thought wrong, on all accounts! That just goes to figure! This is just how my life goes, something good happens then poof! Everything unravels. This is so incredibly frustrating! The pain started well over a month ago. I got maybe 6 months, maybe, without pain after the surgery. We were hoping it was just my appendix, I know it sounds silly to hope for that, but the alternative (endometriosis) is far worse than a quick surgery and that’s it, no more pain. Now I am faced with who knows how long of pretty bad pain and stupid blankety blank pain pills. Which means my mind will be clouded so I won’t be able to write anything good. I know God has a plan for me I just wish I knew what it was or even to know that the pain will end soon, and not when I am dead. There is no light at the end if this miserable dark tunnel right now. I don’t even know. I am trying so hard to see any glimmer of hope in this, but I am coming up short. I am not trying to be depressing or grumpy I just needed to vent. Please pray that The Lord sees fit to lay His healing hand upon my body and mind. I don’t like being angry with Him. He has blessed me and everyone around me so much but it’s hard to see right now through the pain and anger. On a higher note I can go back to work today, only for a couple of hours and with the cane….but at least I can do something other than sitting around feeling sorry for myself. The pain and grumpyness is why I have been away for the last week sorry 😦 . God bless you and have a God filled day!


Posted by on May 7, 2014 in Blog's


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